Well what a lot has happened since my last very low writing. At that time I was probably at my lowest, but allowing myself to be there, to wallow, to get right to grips with it. And I did.
And I had to do what was best for me which was to move the horse which was very, very hard, but brought about some enjoyment again. And we have moved again since, and found our 'forever home' and I can hardly believe how good that feels.
And the divorce is going through, the absolute should be through by the end of March, depending on how much wrangling there is over the money.
And the biggest thing is that someone special arrived in my life out of the blue and I can hardly believe how much I love him and what he means to me, and me to him. And his ability to actually talk about feelings and himself, well, that is mind blowing enough. And we have big plans for 2012.
